Think what you want, I'm me and that's just something you'll have to put up with :)

Sunday, 25 April 2010

Getting my life back.

I will not be writing in this blog again. I've missed having a life.

Thursday, 22 April 2010

As promised :)

I'm uploading a few more pictures :) Figured I might as well draw rather than sit around and do nothing :P Ignore the bad photo quality, my scanner doesn't work anymore so I had to use my phone camera :P

<---- Me, Heather and Keiran :) Keiran's easy to draw 'cause you only ever see the bottom half of his face XD Heather I've known for years, we're really close. Keiran to be honest I hated till last year but now we're actually very good friends XD
This one's Alix and me, I mentioned her a couple of posts ago but if you can't be bothered to look back and find out what I said about her, here's the basic gist of it - She's my closest friend and we know absolutely everything about eachother and, she's moving :(
I hope these pictures have been much enjoyed, and apologies for the lack of colour, I just couldn't be bothered XD

A little note on school :)

You know what? School's not actually been all that bad, at the moment at least :P I s'pose a little sunshine and my math's teacher being stuck abroad improved things a lot :P XD


First off all, sorry, I think it's been a while since I've done some serious blogging. It probably hasn't been a while, it's just that one day seems to feel like forever to me so... Well anyway, I'm free to blog all day :) Because I am ill :(

Monday, 19 April 2010


What a fantastic end to the holidays, I had a really great day with my friends Catherine and Sophie :) As per usual, we spent a lot of our time at the ice-rink and finally, I perfected my 1 foot spin :D I'm pleased :) We then went back to Catherine's and spent forever in her garden, talking and messing about on her trampoline ("trab-bap-poline" :D Sounds so much cooler :L) Then we attempted to hulahoop all the way to Tesco. It didn't work. :L
Still not really looking forward to school all that much... Couldn't we just skip straight through to the summer holidays? Everyone knows they're the best ;)

Sunday, 18 April 2010


Aww man, school on Tuesday :( I'll see all my school friends though, always an upside, right? :) I'll look forward to that part of it, even if I'm not looking forward to being screamed at due to my lack of coursework :P

Coursework v.s Blogging

Blogging wins ;)

♪ :)

You amaze me, over and over again ♪ -Voice of an Angel, The Perfect Measure

Your words in my memory are like music to me ♪ -Set Fire to the Third Bar, Snow Patrol

You're crazy and I'm crazy about you ♪ -Smoothie King, Bowling For Soup

Once again, songs are speaking my mind :)♥

Saturday, 17 April 2010

In other news....

I had a lovely few days with my lovely best friend :)
It's official, I'm an utter screw-up.
Now I know, we all make mistakes but I swear what I've done is more than a mistake, it's a betrayal on multiple levels. But you know what you do after you've betrayed someone? You say you're sorry and you try you're very hardest to make it up to them and to win their trust back. I know that this can take a lot of effort and a lot of time, but I know it's worth it so that's exactly what I'm gonna do. I won't give up.

Tuesday, 13 April 2010


You know, I met someone really lovely today :) And because of him, my day was also lovely :) So I'm quite grateful ♥ I hope I see him again soon...

Also, yay for another follower!! Thank you AS/DF for reading my blog :) Though just so everyone knows, I will as of now not be blogging till Saturday (Boo!) as I'm staying with my best friend (Yay!) Haha, I miss my blog already :L I hope anyone who bothers reading this has an amazing week :) Cya Saturday ♥

Monday, 12 April 2010

I really overthink things. I've gotta stop that.

She's home!

  • Yay, my sister's home!! She's been at a juggle con for half the holidays and she's at University for half the year, I barely get to see her so you can understand the excitement :) In the picture she's on the left and yes, she's stunning and no, she's not single :L Unfortunately, what with me dashing off to stay with my best friend on Wednesday and her dashing back to Uni on Sunday, I'm not gonna have much of a chance to spend time with her :( But I'll cherish the moments I get :)

Sunday, 11 April 2010

Rainbows :)

I can remember a lady telling me once about how she'd been having a really bad week and how when she'd woke up that morning to the sound of rain, she'd felt really down. But then, whilst she was looking out her bedroom window, the sun came through the rain and she saw a rainbow. She told me that if she hadn't seen that rainbow, she probably wouldn't of even gotten out of her bed that morning. Now I don't know why but I think that's pretty special and I think if I was to link this to my life, I'd say my friends are my rainbow. Everyday, they are my reason for getting out of bed in the morning :) Just thought I'd share that...
Blogging is addictive.

What's on my mind :)

I've just deleted what was really on my mind so that I stop thinking about it. Sorry about that if anyone actually wanted to know :P

In other news, the new Dr Who reminds me of my ex... This is actually really annoying as I like the new Doc a damn sight more than I like my ex right now :P

Also, yay, one follower :D Is it sad that actually made my day? :) Thanks for reading my blog Raron :)


So that's me and 2 of my closest friends :) The one in the middle is moving away pretty soon and I'm worried that I'm not actually going to cope without her around :( She's one of the nicest people I know and she may not realise it but she's got a lot of friends up here who basically rely on her for the the sake of their sanity, and their happiness! It's gonna be difficult, I can tell you that much...
We ♥ You Alix :'(

You've just gotta love those people who can make you grin from ear to ear just by saying hello :) For me, his name is Ryan ♥♥♥

Saturday, 10 April 2010


You know when you desperately want to talk to someone but you know they won't want to hear from you? That's what I'm going through at this very moment. And I gotta tell you, it's a horrible feeling :(

Cool beans.

Woop, new Docs :)
My friend told me the other day that I'm a whole other category compared to everyone else. I think I should take this as a compliment :) It doesn't hurt to be different, that's what people have to learn :P

Ruthy :)

This is a drawing of me (right) and my best friend ever, Ruthy. She lives on the side of the country to me but I get to see her on Wednesday, so I'm really happy :) God knows she's irritating at times but I love her to pieces nonetheless and that's gotta count for something :)


I'm gonna break down these walls, I built around myself, I wanna fall so in love, with you and no one else...

All Time Low lyrics :) I always find it kinda amazing how a song can say exactly what I'm feeling, better than I can... If I keep on overthinking my past, I'm gonna damage my future and that's one risk I refuse to take. It's never too late for a fresh start :)

Friday, 9 April 2010

What's churning in my brain atm ;D

"You're the one I want next to me when all my dreams come true and you're the one I want next to me if they don't." Lucas Scott, OTH :) You'll have to come to expect this, I quote OTH constantly :L <--- How is this a laughing face?! I do not understand :'( But apparently a lotta people don't understand "XD" so....

One of my friends made me really happy the other night, just by being herself to be honest. I was laughing and smiling a damn sight more than I have in a while and for making me do so, I owe her a big thank you :) Here it goes - Thanks Cassie :D